Hello my friends!
I am so full, even pain feels sweet. The power of God makes life a gift in every state.
And those weren't even words I was planning to write. We are staying with a wonderful couple who have a powerful ministry of training up young people to pray and worship and intercede and operate in the prophetic.
They stream some live worship from a place in Kansas City called IHOP, International house of prayer, (not pancakes) and before we moved on to lunch, they said they wanted to pray for us, and if the Lord put anything on their hearts, they would say it, and the rest would be quiet.
I feel like something dead and useless and really heavy was plucked off of my back.
I hope I can do it justice, what he said. I want to share it because I believe it's not just for me. I know we can't impart an experience, because our relationship to Jesus is a garden enclosed. It's a private thing and some things are hidden like in any relationship, to be enjoyed and cherished alone.
The words are the only things that can be shared, but the meaning will ring in someone elses mind.
"I saw you standing with a dress on, and the dress was above your knees, and you made it, and you were crying on your bed, because it was all wrong, because it wasn't perfect. And Jesus sat next to you, on the bed, and pulled out a little box. And in the box were eyeballs. And he took your eyeballs out, easily, there was no blood, or anything and put the new ones in. And these new eyes were the eyes to see yourself the way God sees you. You are beautiful. You are beautiful. You are beautiful. And he is so pleased with you. And I saw that you were wearing a backpack, filled with responsibilities that are so heavy, and as you pulled them out, they were so heavy, your back was just hurting and sore from the weight. And as the responsibilities came out of the bag, they actually got bigger, and were 4 feet tall, and 8 feet tall, Just love him, let him be your first love. As you love him, they will shrink and be no bigger than coins that can fit in your pocket. You will still have them, things still need to get done, but they will be easier to do and to carry because the love of God motivates them.
It's just been a while since I felt God so near, and that there was a special word for me. We were all ministered to so much. The atmosphere is different. Thank you Jesus.
Be blessed,
Katie
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